The refining fire doesn't give up at all...

Rough week number 2... I have gotten to the point that I just have to roll with it. I don't have the energy to fight. I don't even really understand the whole battle so I have to let God fight this one for me and just have faith that He will bring about what is best. 

I almost had myself talked out of going to the gym tonight. I am so glad I went. It help to calm my mind. I still have no greater clarity, but I am definitely calmer. 

The fight for the last 16 pounds looms on. I think I may have to wait for the thyroid medicine to start working before I can lose more. I hope not. I guess if I can just maintain until then I am doing alright.