Food... Sigh...

Food is hard to deal with. We need it for nourishment. For sustenance. God gave it to us for celebration. I overdo the celebration. I use it for reward. I use it for comfort. I give it a place in my life that only God should fill. 

I started eating again Thursday. I am really struggling. I am keeping to my 3 hour schedule and I do great during the day. In the evening, all of the sudden, it becomes okay in my head to eat "just a little" of this or that. Please pray that God gives me the wisdom and his power to defeat this.