mo·ti·va·tion noun \ˌmōt-ə-ˈvā-shən\

Factors within a human being or animal that arouse and direct goal-oriented behaviour. Motivation has long been a central subject of study in psychology. - http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/motivation

Apparently, I am not the only one who wants to know the basis of motivation. I have to go to what I know to begin.
What are the factors within me that are driving me toward health?

1. Decreased function of my organs, dependence on machines or people for my basic care needs. This could occur because of the autoimmune disease that I struggle with. Becoming active & a healthy weight will decrease the chances of organ failure significantly.
2. The strange desire within me to run a marathon or compete as a triathlete. As a non-runner, this seems impossible, but All things are possible with my God if it is according to His purpose. I believe that it directly correlates with His purpose. This is a strong belief of mine with no base in fact. It is not against God or His Word so I will keep believing and striving for this until otherwise advised.
3. I believe I am called to be a missionary in Ukraine or Russia. I think I am headed to Kiev, but I will go were I am sent. I have put considerable effort and finance toward this goal by learning Russian. It makes no sense to continue in my path towards disease if I really believe that God has called me to go.
4. I would, at some point, like to be in a healthy relationship. I want to be at my best if this were to happen. I want to be at the best possible health, mentally, physically, and spiritually. A whole person loving another whole person. 

This is the first time I have seen my motives all together. My goal is clearer and I am strengthened. Praise God!!